IT'S TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO THE MOTHERFUCKING MONSTER BALL!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D

Monster Ball. 1 Night Away.

Oh...my...god.

I FUCKING LOVE THIS WOMAN. :')

I just saw this video on Tumblr and it made me so damn proud to be a Little Monster. Lady Gaga is beautiful in every single way and so inspiring, and... I'm just so thankful for her. To be able to have someone like her to look up to, and listen to (besides my family)... she's just so much more than a lot of people think. Anyone that has anything bad to say about this wonderful, amazing woman is fucking retarded. I'm always feeling like how she was feeling here, and seeing this just made my love for her grow even more. You know I don't even think I could love her anymore than I do now. I will NEVER stop believing in her. I will always be by her side. Like she said, "I can not be destroyed, and I will not be destroyed. You will not destroy the kingdom that is my fans."

♥ I love you Gaga. I'll always be here. Your Little Monsters are always here for you, baby. ♥ 

We love you and everything that you are and everything that you do. You're perfect in our eyes.

I'll see you tomorrow night, my love :)

Can't wait.

2 NIGHTS FROM TONIGHT...

...I'ma be walkin down to the Monster Ball like...

Then when I see Lady Gaga, I'll just be like...

Then when I go back to school after Spring break, I'll go up to my friends and be all like "girl, guess what I did over vacation.."

..........

3DS Stuff! Monster Ball Preparation!

So today I took a trip to the mall and bought my first Nintendo 3DS game! I chose Nintendogs (+ Cats) of course, the version with the pug! I started playing and omg...it's so cute. I chose the first pug I saw, an apricot fawn female pug and named her Gaga, lol. She's adorable. It's like the cutest game ever and even better than the original Nintendogs. I just can't get over how awesome the 3D features are. I also got a small case for my 3DS that has the 5th generation starter Pokémon on it.. Oshawott, Tepig, and Snivy. It also comes with three styluses with them on it, a thing to clean the screens and 2 game card cases. Pretty cool... hmm speaking of Pokémon, I haven't played it/watched it/bought a pack of cards in a while. By a while, I mean like... 3 weeks. Not good!

Oh, and yesterday, the Lady Gaga shirt I ordered came in the mail, the one I picked out to wear to the Monster Ball ahh I love it! 

And I bought some sweet skinny jeans and a couple more awesome Gaga bracelets too. I might wear boots to the concert, not sure yet. I'm keeping my unicorn tattoo and I'm going to draw a couple more Gaga inspired tattoos...

I'm like so ready for this

I AM SO EXCITED!!!

Goodbye Stefano... I miss you Pia...

So I've been into American Idol since the season where Jordin Sparks won.. season 6 (she was the only amazing winner to me) and this season, well.. it started off really good, but now it's..ehh. I love Jennifer Lopez as a judge (I didn't think I would like the new judges) and I fell in love with two Italian contestants: Pia Toscano and Stefano Langone. The second I saw Stefano and heard his voice during the auditions, I loved him. His adorable face, muscles, and unique voice made him my favorite. But then Pia came into the picture and I fell in love with her... Anyway, they were my top 2 favorites. But yesterday Stefano got voted off, so he came in 7th place. /: Ah well. Shit happens. I knew he wouldn't last much longer, considering the fact that he was in the bottom 3 pretty much every week and barely hanging on. I was more devastated 2 weeks ago . . .

2 weeks ago, PIA TOSCANO, the BEST SINGER IN AMERICAN IDOL HISTORY, got voted off the fucking retarded show that I still continue to watch for some reason, coming in 9th place. I was completely shocked. I still don't know how someone so gorgeous and with such a beautiful, powerful voice could be voted off so early in the competition. She had so much passion when she sang... her voice was just beyond amazing. It's such a shame. Me and many other people thought she was the winner for sure. I was always voting for her.. I wanted her to win so bad. She was my #1 favorite singer EVER on the show. That night she got voted off was so shocking and crazy... everybody was just like "WHAAA?! PIA?!?!" And what gets me is, if so many people were so fucking shocked that she got voted off, how the fuck did she get voted off? Oh wait, I know. It's because all those idiots out there assume she's safe (because she's so good) and don't vote for her. They're all like "she's not going anywhere, I don't need to vote for her" aha well if enough people say that, she's not going to get any votes now is she?! It's retarded. That and a combination of how stupid America is. They vote for the worst fucking contestants that have no talent whatsoever. It's just a shame that the best person on the show had to go. It's weird because I had a bad feeling that night, and Pia herself said she had a bad feeling the night before. We both had a feeling that she might not be safe. She even said that she has premonitions and I do too... haha we're both psychic! So she turned out to be the one to go... everyone was booing, the judges were completely shocked/sad/angry... the contestants were tearing up... and Pia cried. It was just really sad..

This was my reaction..

Yeah... that was the first time I ever cried while watching fucking American Idol.

And you know what, the judges had no reason at all to be angry or sad or whatever because IT'S KIND OF THEIR FAULTS. They used their ONLY fucking save so early in the damn competition on someone that's not even GOOD. They used their one save on this AWFUL singer named Casey that SHOULD'VE and WOULD'VE came in at 11th place. He didn't deserve that save at all, it should've been used on Pia. I thought to myself "wow they're making a big mistake, they should use that on someone GOOD who will NEED it later on." But they made their minds up, and I'm sure they were really regretting their retarded decision when Pia got voted off.. They were probably thinking "oh hmm maybe we should've saved our save for a moment like this.." Idiots. And all the people out there who were so shocked can't even say anything because most of them probably didn't even vote for her. So yeah, I'm sure Casey or someone else that sucks (like Scotty...UGH) will be the winner. I hope everyone is fucking happy with that. Whatever, I honestly don't care anymore.

This should've been the winner right here...

Also... for some reason, nobody wants a female Idol. Like, the first 4 contestants to get voted off were all girls. I don't get it. Probably because mostly girls watch and for some reason, girls don't want other girls to win? They just want the guys. Which is kind of retarded because the competition should be based on ACTUAL TALENT. But okay. I really don't care much for the 6 people left on the show... Maybe I'll watch for Haley, since she's alright and has a good personality. She's always in the bottom 3 too but she's still holding on so what the hell, I'll root for her. Plus I really wanted a girl to win this year (LIKE PIA), I mean that would be nice since the past 3 years has been all guy winners and sucky ones at that (David Archuleta and Adam Lambert should've won - season 7 and 8). So Haley is my only hope... even thought I already know that she won't win. It'll be a guy, I just know it. There are only 2 girls left, and I don't even like the other one. I'd rather a guy win over Lauren, lol. 

Whatevs, it is what it is. American Idol sucks dick.

I was also kind of hoping for a hook up between my favorite Idols as well... DAMN.

You gotta admit that they're kind of cute together. It was pretty obvious that Stefano was crushing hard on Pia too... I don't know if it was the same the other way around though haha. He was like heartbroken the night she got voted off; he thought he was the one going home. He was up there with her in the bottom 2 (yeah my 2 favorites in the bottom 2, that just sucked) and I was hoping it would be Stefano leaving but deep inside I knew it would be Pia because nothing in life is ever fair and it's always the ones with the real talent that go first...  

This post is too long.. I just get angry whenever I think about it because it's so wrong. But what's funny is that Pia will be more successful than all those talentless idiots (Lauren, Scotty, and Casey to be exact) still on the show. I heard that she already has her own record deal! No surprise there. She took her parting from Idol fine and she's doing great. She'll go far :)

3 NIGHTS FROM TONIGHT...

...MAY JUST BE THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE.

 OH SNAP, IT'S ALMOST HERE!!!

MONSTER BALL, HERE I COME.

LADY GAGA, I AM READYYY

I FINALLY HAVE A NINTENDO 3DS

Alright, so after doing my best at working hard this week on some intense chores around the house, my mom rewarded me last night with a NINTENDO 3DS. I've wanted one since I heard about the making of a 3D Nintendo DS system last summer!! It came out at the end of last month and yeah I was planning on buying it on the release date but that didn't happen...didn't have any money and didn't do anything to really deserve one (they're $250..yeah that's pretty expensive). It was last summer that I got back into playing the DS after a while when my sister's friend gave me his Pokemon Heartgold version. And that's when I got back into Pokemon and fell in love with it allll over again (after 5 years!) So I've been playing Pokemon on my DS since I got back into all that stuff last year (working on my Heartgold, Platinum, and Black versions). I have the original blue DS that I got back in like 2005, and instead of upgrading to the DSi, I decided to wait for the 3DS, I mean c'mon, who wouldn't?? And WOW, it's AMAZING!

My mom surprised me with it and I was just like...

Haha all I saw were pictures of it (the aqua blue one is just gorgeous...of course that was the one I chose) and videos about it. I never even played one, like tried it out at a store, so I didn't know what it was like to play it, all I knew was that it was awesome, way more advanced that the DS I have, and in 3D without glasses needed (I had like no idea how that could work but it DOES). I also read about it in this gaming magazine that came in the mail which made me even more eager to buy one. I tried out everything in the menu so far and love EVERYTHING...the augmented reality games are crazy awesome! Seeing these new 3D effects for the first time without glasses is kind of mind blowing. You can also take 3D pictures and all this other stuff, it's great. The 3DS is small, like the perfect size, and much more compact / waaay more advanced than my old DS. I'm just in love with it so far. The technology we have today is just crazy. Now all I need is one of the new 3D games for it. I'm going to get Nintendogs + Cats, probably the version that has the pug :) It's funny because the first game I ever got for the DS was Nintendogs, now the new Nintendogs will be my first game for the 3DS. I remember I was like 10 or 11 when I got Nintendogs and played it with my friends all the time. I was addicted to it... I can't wait to see it in 3D, and with cats now! And I can't wait until more 3D games are released, like Mario Kart and Sims 3!! Ahhh! My sister and her boyfriend and I were discussing how awesome it'll be when a Pokemon game comes out for the 3DS... it's like you're walking around your house or outside with the camera function in the game and random Pokemon pop out at you that you battle! Now THAT would be epic. Sadly a new Pokemon game won't be released for some time since Black and White just came out last month (I was hoping those would be for the 3DS but nooo...Black is awesome though). Well, maybe next year?! We'll see!

I seriously have the best mom ever. She does everything for me. The fact that she spent her money on it for me...yeah I worked for it but still, I don't even think I really worked enough to deserve one. She'll do anything for me and I'm just so thankful for her and my dad too..

My Unicorn Tattoo!

Hehe so the other day, my sister and I gave each other "tattoos". Being the alcoholic that she is  Being the artist that I am, she wanted me to draw the chemistry formula for alcohol across her upper arm with a sharpie and in return she drew a tattoo for me on my forearm. I really liked how it came out. My sister is actually a pretty good artist. It just runs in the family; my dad and my other sister are amazing artists.

Not going to lie, the unicorn idea was inspired by Lady Gaga and her unicorn tattoo on her thigh..and her awesome Born This Way jacket ;)

And her Born This Way music video :)

Unicorns are awesome.

Lemonade Mouth was actually...good

So I was awake in the middle of the night yesterday and bored...since there was nothing else on tv, I decided to go on disney channel on demand for the first time in a long time to look in the original movie section for a movie I heard about called Lemonade Mouth. See I rarely watch disney channel anymore since I find it all kind of lame now. I mean yeah I used to love disney and the jonas brothers and all those shows I would watch but I guess it's just not really my thing anymore. I do watch the channel from time to time when I'm bored though, not too often, but the other day I saw a preview for this movie and it kind of caught my eye, probably because Hayley Kiyoko is in it and I think she's pretty cool. It also has some other new disney stars like Bridgit Mendler and Adam Hicks, and some other random new kids. I honestly thought it'd be a cliche disney movie with the same message as all the others..so gay basically..but I decided to give it a chance since one of the two only actresses that I actually like on disney channel is in it. And you know what? I actually liked it! Yeah it had some parts that were reallyyy cheesy but overall it was a cute movie. (There's no disney movie that's not cheesy) AND IT HAD SOME PARTS THAT REALLY MADE ME WANT TO TEAR UP! It wasn't that average gay super cheerful disney movie with the kids with their perfect lives...it actually was different and kind of had..like..meaning. (The girl telling the story with her old cat being the only thing she had left of her dead mom...ahh) Haha way better than freaking Camp Rock 2 (I'm sorry no CR2 was good and I loved it at the time but like I said before, not into that stuff anymore... but I still love you Demi! Just not those Jonas bros..) So yeah I really liked this movie, and the music was not bad. It was actually kind of good. Happy I sat through it without being disappointed.

By the way. Hayley Kiyoko is pretty awesome because she actually follows/replies to her fans all the time on Twitter. Well that's probably because she's really not THAT famous, but still, that's sweet. Lady Gaga follows a bunch of her fans on Twitter but she really can't reply to 9+ million followers ahaha... Anyway I first saw Hayley when she was on Wizards of Waverly Place last year..well actually before that when I saw a music video from her band a long time ago..and then I wanted to know who she was and I found her twitter page. So I tweeted her and she followed me back. Now I just need to get Lady Gaga to follow me, THAT WOULD JUST MAKE MY LIFE.

Anyway, thanks for that good movie disney. I don't like you enough to watch you though.. lol